Thursday, September 10, 2009

Oops! :)

I have been neglecting my blogging!! Probably because all I do is whine and complain about IF, my incompetent doctor and the job I hate.

Labor day weekend we played parents with the little girl we borrowed last summer and took her to the zoo. It was a fun trip but I felt like I had ZERO weekend and have been exhausted all week.

I'm nearing the end of my 2 week wait. My temps dropped then went up again 2 days in a row but I got a BFN. Today they went down again. Looks like cycle 24 is right around the corner.

I've been thinking about adoption a lot. I know it will in no way take the pain of infertility away but I feel like it would at least take the edge off. Plus I'm not a big gambler. I feel like we're spending money on things that aren't certain (IUI, IF treatments) that aren't going to guarantee anything in the end. If we took that money and put it towards adoption we would at least be working toward something more solid. I need to pray about it more and talk to Mr. G about how strongly I've started to feel about it too. I've always wanted to adopt but I had just always dreamed of having my own first THEN adopting. Maybe God's plan is different than what I had in mind(imagine that! story of my life!).

I don't know how it suddenly go to be 11:30 - I feel like it was just 10:30 so I'd better get to sleep. Yay for Friday and the weekend to come! :)

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