I'm a wife, a daughter, a sister, and I'm working towards being a mom. I love children and the joy and excitement that they bring.
My husband and I have been trying to start a family since September 2007 and it has been an emotionally rocky road. We're praying everyday that God gives us understanding and patience to rest in the fact that His timing is more perfect than we can ever imagine.
On his way to TWO!
And I know there'll be days When this life brings me pain And if that's what it takes to praise you Jesus, bring the rain
Journey to BabyG
**RE Appointment September 23**
August 24, 2009 - IUI #1
August 23, 2009 - +OPK & HCG Trigger
August 21, 2009 - Ultrasound = 1 follie on the right. A few more days for smaller ones to grow!
I didn't get the job I wanted (in 2 different situations). I'm on cycle 22. I triggered today. I'm tired. I'm emotional. I'm ready for the fall but I'm not ready for school. Most days I just want to stay in bed and cry all day.
I feel like I have... NOpartum depression... or something.
I almost made it through my trip to the doctor today w/o feeling down. Baby in the waiting room - ok I'll just play with my new cell and try to forget that it's there. Had the ultrasound, 2 good follies on the right, no cysts this time - YAY! Waited for trigger shot and left. I came out of the elevator and as I walked by the door to the stairs this ecstatic couple comes bounding out of the door with ultrasound pictures in their hand. Theirs was different than my ultrasound though. There was a baby in there.
"Did you see it when..." whispered the wife with excitement.
::dagger to the heart::
Boohoo pity party blah blah blah. I'm going to get through it, I know I will. Going through a tunnel with no light at the end is hard sometimes.